MARCEL PROUST - Remembrance of Things Past - In Search of Lost Time

Du côté de chez Swann - A l'ombre des jeunes filles en fleurs - Le côté de Guermantes
Sodome et Gomorrhe - La prisonnière - Albertine disparue - Le temps retrouvé

The Sweet Cheat Gone - Grief and Oblivion

1294 Mademoiselle Albertine has gone!


1295 The first thing to be done was to read Albertine’s letter


1296 All this means nothing


1297 This calamity was the greatest that I had experienced in my


1298 When I vowed to myself that Albertine would be back


1299 Suffering, the prolongation of a spiritual shock


1300 The spirit in which Albertine had left me


1301 As for the means of bringing Albertine back


1302 The reader may remember that when I decided to live with


1303 Knowing that Saint-Loup was in Paris I had sent for him


1304 You are sure,” Robert asked me


1305 When it was possible that a telegram might have come


1306 Presently, as Saint-Loup remained silent


1307 Since Manon returned to Des Grieux


1308 I wrote to Albertine


1309 No doubt, just as I had said in the past to Albertine


1310 As this letter seemed to me to be certain of its effect


1311 Time passes, and gradually everything that we have said


1312 I have said that oblivion was beginning to perform


1313 While she was doing Albertine’s room


1314 If, however, morning, noon and night


1315 Why should I have supposed that Albertine did not care for


1316 My dear, thank you for all the nice things


1317 Albertine’s letter did not help matters in any way


1318 And at the same time


1319 I forsook all pride with regard to Albertine


1320 For the death of Albertine


1321 So, then, my life was entirely altered


1322 I asked Françoise the time


1323 How slow the day is in dying on these interminable summer


1324 Presently the sounds from the streets would begin


1325 No doubt these nights that are so short continue


1326 With the result that these several years


1327 How could she have seemed dead to me


1328 If I had found it difficult to imagine that Albertine


1329 Atmospheric changes, provoking other changes


1330 All of a sudden it was an impression


1331 Sometimes I came in collision


1332 Of course, since I entertained doubts


1333 What filled my heart now was


1334 This room in which we used to dine


1335 One morning I thought that I could see


1336 Furthermore, our mistake is our failure to value


1337 All these so pleasant moments


1338 And, to tell the truth, when I had ever possessed it


1339 How she used to hasten to see me at Balbec


1340 And yet those painful, those ineluctable truths


1341 At any rate I was glad that, before she died


1342 Why had she not said to me: I have those tastes


1343 My jealous curiosity as to what Albertine


1344 If she could have known what was about to happen


1345 I had not yet received any news from Aimé


1346 Albertine might indeed exist in my memory


1347 Monsieur will kindly forgive me for not having written


1348 To understand how deeply these words penetrated my being


1349 At last I saw before my eyes, in that arrival of Albertine


1350 No doubt it was because in that silent


1351 I saw myself astray in life


1352 The moments which I had spent with this Albertine


1353 And now Albertine, liberated once more


1354 At other times my grief assumed so many forms


1355 There are in certain affections secondary accidents


1356 If, again, this withdrawal of my different impressions


1357 Moreover these revivals of my love for Albertine


1358 Moreover a word did not even need to be connected


1359 All day long, I continued to converse with Albertine


1360 I tried at times to take an interest in the newspapers


1361 No doubt an incident such as this of the Buttes-Chaumont


1362 For the first time she seemed to me beautiful


1363 While Albertine was alive


1364 Novelists sometimes pretend in an introduction


1365 Associated now with the memory of my love, Albertine’s


1366 I took home with me the girls who had appealed